I want to belly flop against the concrete
Fall face down and end my misery
Open up my skull and drip the inside
Bleed out to death, end up bitterly.
Have I always sought sadness?
Am I a creature of darkness?
Maybe a magnet to ache,
I seem to place on me every blame.
Choosing between a knife and a rope,
The final result is what I sought
How I achieve it, it doesn't matter
Only to wait until my courage I gather.
I want to leave, to stop feeling
Stay beneath the ground alone
Giving up an impossible meaning
With a sorrow in a whisper I blow.
Will the hurting ever stop?
Or with it am I always stuck?
In silence a smile I always chase,
In my suicide letter my goodbye I place.
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