Where is the exit?
Where is the end?
Will I ever finish
what I want to amend?
Will I ever be what I want to be?
Can you show me, please
what I need to see?
These emotions and feelings,
I cannot control
My cool's getting hotter,
and it's taking its toll
The mood's getting foul,
I can't take anymore
I need to get rest
I need to be left alone.
If I could do something,
I would do some for you,
The only reason I haven't
Put a bullet through my brain
Is because I hate me enough
To know I deserve the pain.
If I could stop breathing
I would rather not exist,
For the reason I haven't
Slammed my head on a wall
Is I've been taught to persist
When I don't want to at all.
Some things
should go left unsaid
Don't ask me to tell you
what I'd rather change
Just accept my dim light
Or put me out, no regrets.
Where is my answer?
Who is to blame?
Is it okay to not use my power?
Or if I don't even care?
Will I stay down forever?
Or will I rise again?
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