The lying you're doing
Is just to make yourself feel better
Not for protecting
Because you were trying to get her.
You never thought I would know,
By mistake I found out.
Your dirty secret it was,
Making you feel like the man.
But you forgot I can't help
But to note when you change
You forgot to respect
Me, your wife and yourself.
Talking dirty with visual candy
Reproaching me not being handy
Liking pictures and pictures
Boosting her and crashing my ego.
And even though it wasn't true
She was not in it like you were too
The fact that you wrote
Is because you didn't want it to stop.
Yes, it was like that
It wasn't innocent or normal at all
You elevated your manhood
At my expense, I will cry out.
You expect me to move on
Like you didn't lust with a hard on
You wanted it to be true
You wanted her to want you too.
How many more were there?
Of two I found out by mistake
I know there must have been more
But you won't tell me, for your own good.
Putting yourself before me
Just wanting to feel it wasn't a big deal
But you know it was wrong
That's why you won't tell me at all
Cheat, infidelity
I don't know if I can get over it
It hurts me deep in my soul
I can't trust you completely anymore.
Running away I feel like
I can't stand being lied at
Cuz we don't hurt who we love
So I don't feel loved anymore.
I'm not an add on,
Forever there when you want to
If I love you deep to your core
Guess what, I love myself even more.
I won't be a carpet for your feet
A box for your desires relief
I am my own person and all
And adultery I will never stand.
A broken woman you made me
Numb on the inside, like a shadow
Knowing the things you allowed
Only stopping when I found out.
If I leave is not for lack of affect
Is because is just hard to forget
I wanted forever to be only us
But you added a third one for fun.
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